Or aspiration to better yourself? It really annoys me that these fuckers don't do a god damn thing not even looking for a job just finding ways to live off people ir their family and finding ways to get high or just to get by day to day.
I know a good chunk of people but not to many and really all my friends are spread out within a 35 mile radius (despite my friends from my old town) and really I don't drink often so I won't have that common factor but if I could go to a party I would live it upĪ lot of people I know are far gone on some type of drug or have no type of job or income and it baffles me how can you be over 21 shit how can u b over the age of 18 or out of school and have no job. I moved from the city and town I lived in all my life to the country further down south of my state 70 miles from my hometown. This epiphany has left me with a somewhat depressed, dyspeptic attitude these past weeks, and I haven't done any socializing as a result. I'd try and meet new people, but I live in a fairly rural clime, and meeting new people can be prohibitively difficult as there aren't many new people to meet. When something like that happens, it might prompt a body to stop for a moment and take inventory, and what I've discovered is wanting. A few weeks ago, a girl who I'd gone to high school with was shot dead by her boyfriend in a double homicide. They're content to languish in our crappy home town until they're old, bitter, and still as poor as they are now.
Most of them seem to have no aspirations, or ambitions of any kind. My other friends are too depressing to be around either they've had children and destroyed their relatively young lives, or they've developed addictions, or self destructed in other ways. My best friend, whom I've known since high school, has turned into a raging, abusive, degenerate alcoholic. I find more and more that I no longer enjoy the company of the majority of my friends.
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